I actually had a good day yesterday, despite my three laps of terror!!

Thanks again for organising John!
I wanted to go out in the warm up session so I could go at my own pace and not get in anyones way, then go out again later in the morning once the track had calmed down. Somehow though, and I still have no idea how

, we missed it and I lined up behind Charlie, unaware that we had missed it. I heard someone speaking on the tannoy but we couldn't hear it over the engine and through our helmets, then I saw a huge queue of cars line up behind me and I started to panic!
The light went green so I went as fast as I could, and tried to stick to my lines as much as I could (Iv been round KH as a passenger a million times and had tips from others so have been mentally preparing myself for going out for a while), but obvioulsy I wasn't as fast as the others, so when I got to the straights, I pulled over to let everyone past, but I would indicate to come back in and it seemed like there would always be a couple of cars still zoom by me. I know it doesnt seem like a big deal to experienced drivers who know how much time they have before the next corner, but it was very intimidating for me, and I felt very stupid and totally out of my depth, even though I know I didnt do anything wrong. I kept going though, not wanting to give up, until the pit straight when approaching Duffus, after indicating left and still had people zoom past me on one side and kerb getting closer to me on the other, I almost had to stop at the corner until I saw Kenny let me back in (thanks Kenny

) I lasted 3 laps then came back in, in tears, telling Alan I wouldn't be doing that ever again!
After yapping to Shug and Neil and a few others I decided to go back out again, this time McKean was going to come out with me, but he wasnt signed on. While he did that, Alan wanted a wee shot with Gareth and the camera but when he was out it started to rain and I decided not to go out on a wet track!
So although it really knocked my confidence, it hasn't put me off and I do I want to go back out, but only when its quiet (exactly what I wanted to do in the first place

) and start again. I think I just got caught in amongst all the testosterone and it was unfortunate. Im really looking forward to Frolic though as I will know most people there and will have more time to myself to get used to it.
Thanks to those who looked after me and lifted my spirits again! And our dinner after in Dunfermline had great banter! Must do that again!

Thanks for organising that Neil!
Jen